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Im not feeling any better emotionally or physically. I have been bleeding heavy for a couple of days now at first it seem like it was tapering off but then I started bleeding heavy with light cramps. I hope I dont have to have another d&c. I read that sometimes when you bleed heavy it could mean that all of the baby isnt out. I have an appt on the 16th, Im guessing they are going to check my HCG levels again. This time they are SUPPOSE to drop...sigh..Im just not myself today I want to be alone for a while but thats not possible. I guess I just have to "suck it up" since I really dont have anyone to talk to. Writing is kind of a release for me so I like to blog, but lately I have been considering deleting all of the social sites i've joined. Im just in a dump right now, definately not myself. I guess I better get some well needed rest.

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