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My Brother :(

I wish I could say that a lot has not been going on, I wish I could say that everything has been peachy and I have been spending most of my days lounging around enjoying the beautiful sun. But this is my life we are talking about things like that dont happen to a girl like me.  Where shall I start? hmmm ..Last week we traveled 14 hrs to visit my brother who is in a group home. I couldnt wait to see him, hug him, kiss him. He was first in a mentally facility then he was transferred to group home.  I already had concerns because previously he told me over the phone that he is not being treated well. So I was hoping things were starting to get better since I reported the facility. Instead he told me he was being molested by a male staff and it happened on two different occasions. And to make matters worse the guy was not suppose to be at work that day. I knew something fishy was going on because when I would call to speak with my brother they always had an excuse. Now I find out why they didnt want my brother talking on the phone. There has been so much going on more than I can say at this moment. I miss him so much now Im in the process of trying to get him out of the group home; which is a new facility. I lost all faith that I had in group homes. I don't know if that trust can ever be gained again. I cant even begin to express how upset I am.

I'm still here :)

Its been soooo long since I posted. I had another blog but I think I'm going to delete it. Its basically a ttc blog and I figured I can add that stuff in here too. For anyone who is wondering if we're pregnant yet..NOPE. I tell myself before I take a pregnancy test that I will not be depressed or upset if its a negative. What do I do? Throw a hissy fit, of course! I been thinking about buying a fertility monitor but its a 200.00. My husband thinks it will happen, we just have to be patient and have faith. Im just so impatient. on to more things...
 A lot has been going on. Jay is in kindergarten and he loves it! Everyday he goes to different classes such as Monday is P.E, Tuesday is Music ect. His most favorite is Friday not only because its the end of the week and he get to play his x-box all weekend but because he loves computer lab. We have actually been thinking about giving him our old computer to put in his room.
Genesis is walking, talking  she says ma-ma, da-da and stop; which is her favorite word. It was so funny while driving to a photo shoot yesterday my husband hit a bump in the road which made her car seat wiggle a bit and she yelled STOP! Speaking of photo shoot the kids did well yesterday. Genesis would normally cry when she is close to a stranger but instead she just did her own thing. The photographer was really nice and sweet. I'm kinda doubting if she had any good pictures to work with because my husband is so hard to crack. He is the type of guy that keep is emotions to himself. So at the shoot its was hard to get him to be affectionate. All weekend I was nagging him to practice romantic poses, of course he didn't! Instead he played the x-box and watch football.  I left the shoot thinking omg i bet she thinks we are so freakin" weird. Kaylie if you're reading this I promise we're not! We're actually fun, outgoing people LOL.