love..love..LOVE

I cant help but stare, I cant help but to smile, but to laugh. Every single time I see your face or hear you laugh. I often think about what I went through to get here and I realize it was all worth it! How lucky am I to be able to have you call me mama. I love you Genesis!

A slice of my life as a SAHM

It's ten minutes after eleven o' clock and Genesis and husband are sleeping while Jay and I sit in the living room. While I blog he is playing the x box. I know..i know he probably should be in bed matter of fact its wayyyy past his bedtime but there no school tomorrow; atleast not for him anyways so I figured what the heck! Today was a laid back day for me my husband got off early so I had a little help with the kids. He is now sleeping which brings me to the subject of the is blog. My husband has two jobs and he usually works on his off days so he end up working 6 days out of the week sometimes even 7. Today is one of those days I wanted to cuddle and watch a movie, eat dinner together, talk bout our day BUT (theres always a but) that didnt happen. I miss it..A LOT! I miss the attention and I know he is out the doing the best that he can to provide for his family and I am thankful and very appreciative. I am able to be a stay at home mommy; which means every thing to me. I just wanted to rant well this isnt so much as a rant just releasing the feelings I have inside.

Good Night Mystery Readers (LOL)

My Boobie Baby :D

Conversation between my sister and I.

sister: hey what are you doing?
me..nothing just feeding Genesis.
sister: WHAT? Youre still breastfeeding!!!

ummm...yes if I was formula feeding would I get the same reaction. I dont understand why its so weird or crazy for me to be breast feeding my 10 month old daughter. I have had a couple of people to gasp when I tell them I am breast feeding..I mean really!! Is it really that big of a deal?!!

I have been exclusively breast-feeding since Genesis was 2 days old and I don't plan on stopping until SHE is ready. No I don't plan on plan on breast feeding a 3 yr old but yes I plan on letting her wean her self off. I dont see a end in sight since she now eats more than ever. After she eat pureed food she still wants the breast and I dont see a problem with it.

Okay enough ranting I have a 10mth old beside thats needs my undivded attention so off I go.........

Playing Catch Up!

With each second, each moment that passes I realize that I want more kids and I want to start ttc but my husband would rather wait. Im going to start buying a couple of ovulation kits from earlypregnancytests.com. I usually get them for a good price. I figured since it took me a yr to get pregnant with Genesis that I wont be getting pregnant any time soon but then again who knows!! You never know what GOD is up to :) I'm hoping I will get pregnant within 6 months..I hate putting a time frame on something because if I dont get pregnant I will begin to feel depressed. But I will use this time to go to the doctor to get the ok, and excercise. I have gained weight over the last couple of months. I have been eating like CRAZY I have used the excuse of breast feeding to eat one more slice of cake, or just another scoop of that delicious ice cream. I want to lose around 10-15 pounds maybe more. I have promised myself that I will put these words into action, no more excuses!!

no on to the next subject..the kids! Everything is going well. We are still waiting for Gen to start walking. She will stand up but for now thats about all she will do. Im pretty sure she will start walking pretty soon though. On the 29th she will be 11mths old. I still cant believe how time has flown by. When I was pregnant it seemed like time was standing still. Now to having it flying by like this... its kind of frightening but exciting at the same time. I ALMOST dont want her to grow up. She is such a character lol she will get angry if she doesnt get what she wants she will even hit you. In case you cant tell she is the boss around here!

As promised heres a couple of pics of the kids!










Thanks for reading!

Until next time...

caio

Guess Who's Back

No, I havent fallen off the face of the earth!! Everyone is doing okay; happy and healthy. Mother's Day was a sweet and wonderful day for me. My hubby cooked dinner and I basically just lounged around and enjoyed being pampered! He bought me a laptop and took me on a shopping spree. I still managed to sneak a couple of the things for the kids in the cart. Speaking of kids they are growing like weeds. Genesis birthday is right around the corner; June 29th to be exact. We are planning a trip to sea world its exciting just thinking about it. The only thing Im dreading is the lonngggg ride, but im sure I will enjoy every second. I can't believe she about to be 1 yrs old. I'm now ready to began ttc again. I just have to convince my hubby. I hate saying that because I don't want to convince him to do anything, I want him to want a baby as bad as I do. I call Genesis our love child because that is exactly what she is. I prayed and cried and did a lot of begging for her. Im so glad that GOD answered my desperate prayers. I didnt think I would ever be a mommy. I love her so much she is my everything. I can just cry right now just thinking about how much I love my sweet little girl.
(awww the joy of being a mother) even when shes throwing her toys, trying pull down the trash can, trying to eat food out of mommys plate, trying to eat her hair bows, trying to take off her diaper, eat her wipes (and the list goes on) at the end of the day I wouldnt trade being a mother for the world and all thats in it. In my eyes I already have everything.
(could I have ended this post any sweeter lol)

off to bed I go its almost 4am)

p.s- pics coming soon im on my new laptop and I havent quite figured everything out yet lol